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Thursday, 18 October 2007

  • “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”


    Neil Gaiman

    dedicated to the long lost Christopher

Monday, 30 April 2007

  • Last Day of finals, see where life has me.

    I think this journal is only here to remind me that life is circular. I happen to be in the EXACT situation that I was a year ago. Third time round, and I feel a lot more mature. Don't know how it will all turn out, but not all is bad.

    I recently found a song "Nineteen" by Old 97's that pretty much sums up my feelings on Kyle. Funny thing is that I think he's the one that gave me the song. Not sure though.

    Another funny note, college is 4 years long. I've spent my trip thus far with 3 boys, does this mean I'm doomed to repeat this cycle once more before running away to grad school? Hopefully not, because ima go with 3rd time's a charm, and that I will learn my lesson on this one.

    What I've learned: I need a man, one that is happy with me for me, and won't lie to me about it. Hard combination, especially that middle one.

    For the Katie that is reading this in a year, I hope you've lived the past year fully.


Monday, 09 October 2006

  • Scientific Progress?

    Affonso Romano de Sant' Anna
    "Letter to the Dead" (2000)
    [translated from the Portuguese]

    Friends, nothing has changed
    in essence.

    Wages don't cover expenses,
    wars persist without end,
    and there are new and terrible viruses,
    beyond the advance of medicine.
    From time to time, a neighbor
    falls dead over questions of love.
    There are interesting films, it is true,
    and, as always, voluptuous women
    seducing us with their mouths and legs,
    but in matters of love
    we haven't invented a single position that's new.

    Some astronauts stay in space
    six months or more, testing
    equipment and solitude.
    In each Olympics new records are predicted
    and in the countries social advances and setbacks.
    But not a single bird has changed its song
    with the times.

    We put on the same Greek tragedies,
    reread "Don Quixote," and spring
    arrives on time each year.

    Some habits, rivers, and forests are lost.
    Nobody sits in front of his house anymore
    or takes in the breezes of the afternoon,
    but we have amazing computers
    that keep us from thinking.

    On the disappearance of the dinosaurs
    and the formation of the galaxies
    we have no new knowledge.
    Clothes come and go with the fashions.
    Strong governments fall, others rise,
    countries are divided,
    and the ants and the bees continue
    faithfully to their work.

    Nothing has changed in essence.

    We sing congratulations at parties,
    argue football on street corners,
    die in senseless disasters,
    and from time to time
    one of us looks at the star-filled sky
    with the same amazement we had
    when we looked at caves.
    And each generation, full of itself,
    continues to think
    that it lives at the summit of history.

Friday, 14 July 2006

  • Blast from the Past


    anyone lived in a pretty how town
    (with up so floating many bells down)
    spring summer autumn winter
    he sang his didn't he danced his did

    Women and men(both little and small)
    cared for anyone not at all
    they sowed their isn't they reaped their same
    sun moon stars rain

    children guessed(but only a few
    and down they forgot as up they grew
    autumn winter spring summer)
    that noone loved him more by more

    when by now and tree by leaf
    she laughed his joy she cried his grief
    bird by snow and stir by still
    anyone's any was all to her

    someones married their everyones
    laughed their cryings and did their dance
    (sleep wake hope and then)they
    said their nevers they slept their dream

    stars rain sun moon
    (and only the snow can begin to explain
    how children are apt to forget to remember
    with up so floating many bells down)

    one day anyone died i guess
    (and noone stooped to kiss his face)
    busy folk buried them side by side
    little by little and was by was

    all by all and deep by deep
    and more by more they dream their sleep
    noone and anyone earth by april
    wish by spirit and if by yes.

    Women and men(both dong and ding)
    summer autumn winter spring
    reaped their sowing and went their came
    sun moon stars rain

    -ee cummings

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